shadow oak!

shadow oak was pretty dope. fun playing ball. but still hesitant about my knee =/ we have to see what happens. i want to play without worrying about it. i pray to God so it won't happen. i was trying to ask and chill with breanna sta ana but she fell asleep. its ok breanna! there is always a next time! :]

well i miss her! all i have to say! :] i love you! :] <3

peaceezy!

weekend.

weekend was pretty dope!

friday: played ball. i was feeling it too! some guy was talking trash so i stared him down he said " nope!" *WET* i said "what was that?" my jumper was feeling it! HAHA. :p came home with ellison got some KOOL-AID! :]

saturday: sami's party! it was aiight. was supposed to chill with megan but she had problems so she was talking to some gay dude! brian ilagan sang! got a good voice dawg! ADD HIM: http://www.myspace.com/keveisiick
talked to karisha! foo she so cute now! OOO WEE! ;] HAHA!

sunday: church and chill with family. today was a pretty funny day. now im hungry gonna grab some grub!

PEACEEZY! :]

HA..

we'll see what happens...
hope i dont eff up though!

whack day.

man i woke up too early! haha. not really used to it... when i got in the car my sister and madre got me mad. let's just say i woke up on the wrong side of the bed haha. i thought it will be all good throughout the day but it was just too hot it made me weak and all. im glad its over though! a lot of homework. hopefully tomorrow goes way better than today.
shii! felt like i was chillen at the desert today! now watching the bulls and celtics game! ish is good game! i like the playoffs this year! a lot of good games some are blowouts but a lot with gamewinners off edge of your seat games! :p
aiight well my brother is gonna give me the slvr but not the one i wanted :[ peaceezy!

GO BULLS!

scared....

fuh.. im so scared i wanna play ball but i cant because of what i heard last time. shii.. i hope it doesnt come true though... :/

HAHA!

shii... talking to breanna til 3 o'clock was dope! but could tell she was really tired and she had to wake up at 6:30. sorry breanna!
damn had to wake up at 9 for early church so my dad can watch the laker game :[ hahaha! its chill at least i can just chillax now. haha.
yesterday i chilled with the homies + megan and leslie. haha. it was nice seeeing them again wish they didnt leave early. but we watched fast and furious it was pretty dope but could of had more racing. i mean isn't it a racing movie? mikee said there were gonna be a lot of people but there were NO ONE there. hahaha. freaking these two people were getting it on next to my friend -_-

HAHA! peaceezy peeps. :]

breanna sta. ana.

hhahah! :] what can i say? i have only known her for two months but heck.. they were the best to months of my life. frances introduced us over webcam haha. she should a picture of me she thought i was cute i thought she was cute. haha. i met her on tuesday april 14, 2009. she left really early but the first impressions of her was WOW! haha. what a cutie. she smiled and it caught me. she has such a nice smile yeah she had braces for 2 years but hey! it worked :p i was just talking to her last night until 2 a.m. she was really sleepy and sounded high but i'll still love her even if she was :p she is a BIG cutie. im pretty sure she is tired of hearing me say all that stuff because she told me i was trying to hard :/ haha. made me feel like a loser. she told me a lot of things i didnt know about her. but she had more things to tell me than i had to tell her. she's always trippin! hahaha. im so glad that i met her because she is so dope and just another cutie to add to the top of the list :p hahaha. ok i'll stop. but forreal she is a chill person if you dont know her then... YOU GOTTA! hahah. you guys are missing out. she said nobody likes her but i like her. :p she doesnt get guys is what she tells me.. but im pretty sure there are many guys she just doesnt want to sound cocky! :p when we first webcammed i was like DAYUM! so thats you ?! hahaha. shii! i was tripping balls when i saw her :p she said i give the best hugs because they are tight and long thats because i dont wanna let her fly back to heaven :p she said she doesn't like her voice but i love her voice! :p makes me smile :]

HAHA! welll... yeah she is a big cutie and if there was one person i would spend a day with before i die it would be her. because she is that angel that God sent from above to watch over me :] because i see her halo! halo! HAHA! corny ass me. well wish i can have more to say but dont wanna spend my WHOLE day doing this :p

peaceezy! i love you Breanna Sta. Ana :) <3

alyssa mary rivera.

hahaha. this cutie. this foo!
she so chill. such a close friend. didnt get to know her until end of freshmen year. but im glad i did because she's been there for me. thick and thin. no matter what she will be there for me. its fun making her mad face. have you seen her mad face? its pretty cute! :] hahaha! its fun talking to her even though she gets boring once in a while but i can hang. well i wish i can have more to say just didnt want to take up the whole thing and make other people jealous :p

i love you alyssa! (;

told.

i hung out with my mom and sister today. thought we werent gonna go to many places. but ended up going to my aunts. found out im gonna get married very sooner than i am supposed to. the fortunes were a laugh a good laugh. until we finally ended it. there was one more fortune.. that was that i better watch out playing sports or i may no longer play again...

overrated

i hate how songs are dope but they are too overrated. i like them i bump them in the bathroom but i get tired of them when i see them on people's myspace and radio. it's annoying.

for instance:

best i ever had-

this song is really dope but when it gets overrated and i here it on everybodys myspace i just press home and never go back. i was just bumping this while i was showering and it inspired me to make this post :p its just fun to dance to. :p

i poke her face-

when i first hear it i liked the beat. made me just nod my head to this. it was dope. its a very chill song. but again everyone has it on their myspace. but i will only listen to it now and then so i dont over play it myself :p

oh vic and ray! good job on passing that permit test! i gotta go take my classes soon!

today.

was dope chillen and eating lunch with the homies. ahah. jerking in the driveway was dope. i didnt jerk. too effing tired! had to wake up for the dentist this morning at 9. :[ whatever. my teeth are cleaned! :]

do i still like her? sure.
but will she ever like me? doubt it.
people say be patient but not sure if i can wait another billion years.
i made my move TOO fast and i knew it was a bad thing. i said to her sometimes you gotta stand up to things and take the hit.but im not sure if i can take that hit. i shouldnt have said it. i should of just chilled. i always screw shit up.

GO.

why do people go for things they can't get?
its bull shit when people feel for you but just play you..

PS!!

thats fucked up!

people.

say she is worth it... but is she really?
playing with my emotions? fuck that!
are you serious? if you like someone that you haven't yet gotten over
why the fuck are you using me?
using me with this shit? using me as a rebound just to get over him?
why even try when you just get hurt?

why?

people just talk and talk when people play with your emotions?
they never tell the truth until it comes with relations
what are you doing? are you effing with me?
i mean come on do you have to do that ish to me?
when you're finally done effing around let me know
because i'm not gonna take this ish no more fsho!

beautiful

you cute and everything but just the things you do is STUPID!