walnut!

today was pretty chill day!
usual just chillen with vic and alexa like mostly every friday.
waiting for ray, tickets and lloyd. haha.
kinda late for walnut but we waited for megan and leslie.
DAYUM! its a lot of fun with them. but be much better if we had all the people.
the concert was alright! too strict though! no phones or like talking...
whatevers.
chilled with breanna! :]] miss that foo!
she told me i made her foot bleed! :[ i felt all bad! :[[ SORRY BREANNNA!
playing quiche LESLIE! we made a comeback! :]]
shii no one can do it like us. :]
freaking vic! losing us! :/

wow

BALLIN'
lakers! you guys should play like this every game!

.. I'm just keep ruining my life by making the same mistake... peace.

I don't know what to do anymore. Our friendship doesn't even seem like one... I don't know. I try but you alwaysa bring me down. I should of never tried

Waddup!

gotta.

stop making these stupid mistakes!

EFF TEMPTATION!

quitting.

i barely say this word or even experience it.. but i think im gonna quit... dont deserve this ish.

dude...

eff this ish!

st marthas.

was hella whack dude! i expected it to be like a lot of fun and just have a good time. but nah complete opposite.
today was just a big drag for me. for one of my brothers walking in history crying? didnt really appreciate that. but hope he gets over it. hope you feel better bro!
had detention not too great! but its ok gotta climb those walls that are built in front of you. just gotta hit them down.

went home with the brothers. played 2k and watch the bulls game. pretty intense. waiting for st marthas.
haha i couldnt find out what to wear! :p
felt so homo. but chillen with vic and alexa is always fun! just brightens up my day and all.
when i got there breanna pokes me. didnt think she was gonna show! well she did! :p we were supposed to chill but never did :[ felt effing bad about it! i dont know what was happening! made so many mistakes! i didnt feel right! hopefully she didnt get mad.

but shii... i dont know what to do anymore!!!! ish always happens to me! just kinda tired of it nah mean?! well i guess just gotta live life to its fullest and whatever happens happens for a reason! carpe diem!

peaceezy!

shadow oak!

shadow oak was pretty dope. fun playing ball. but still hesitant about my knee =/ we have to see what happens. i want to play without worrying about it. i pray to God so it won't happen. i was trying to ask and chill with breanna sta ana but she fell asleep. its ok breanna! there is always a next time! :]

well i miss her! all i have to say! :] i love you! :] <3

peaceezy!

weekend.

weekend was pretty dope!

friday: played ball. i was feeling it too! some guy was talking trash so i stared him down he said " nope!" *WET* i said "what was that?" my jumper was feeling it! HAHA. :p came home with ellison got some KOOL-AID! :]

saturday: sami's party! it was aiight. was supposed to chill with megan but she had problems so she was talking to some gay dude! brian ilagan sang! got a good voice dawg! ADD HIM: http://www.myspace.com/keveisiick
talked to karisha! foo she so cute now! OOO WEE! ;] HAHA!

sunday: church and chill with family. today was a pretty funny day. now im hungry gonna grab some grub!

PEACEEZY! :]

HA..

we'll see what happens...
hope i dont eff up though!

whack day.

man i woke up too early! haha. not really used to it... when i got in the car my sister and madre got me mad. let's just say i woke up on the wrong side of the bed haha. i thought it will be all good throughout the day but it was just too hot it made me weak and all. im glad its over though! a lot of homework. hopefully tomorrow goes way better than today.
shii! felt like i was chillen at the desert today! now watching the bulls and celtics game! ish is good game! i like the playoffs this year! a lot of good games some are blowouts but a lot with gamewinners off edge of your seat games! :p
aiight well my brother is gonna give me the slvr but not the one i wanted :[ peaceezy!

GO BULLS!

scared....

fuh.. im so scared i wanna play ball but i cant because of what i heard last time. shii.. i hope it doesnt come true though... :/

HAHA!

shii... talking to breanna til 3 o'clock was dope! but could tell she was really tired and she had to wake up at 6:30. sorry breanna!
damn had to wake up at 9 for early church so my dad can watch the laker game :[ hahaha! its chill at least i can just chillax now. haha.
yesterday i chilled with the homies + megan and leslie. haha. it was nice seeeing them again wish they didnt leave early. but we watched fast and furious it was pretty dope but could of had more racing. i mean isn't it a racing movie? mikee said there were gonna be a lot of people but there were NO ONE there. hahaha. freaking these two people were getting it on next to my friend -_-

HAHA! peaceezy peeps. :]

breanna sta. ana.

hhahah! :] what can i say? i have only known her for two months but heck.. they were the best to months of my life. frances introduced us over webcam haha. she should a picture of me she thought i was cute i thought she was cute. haha. i met her on tuesday april 14, 2009. she left really early but the first impressions of her was WOW! haha. what a cutie. she smiled and it caught me. she has such a nice smile yeah she had braces for 2 years but hey! it worked :p i was just talking to her last night until 2 a.m. she was really sleepy and sounded high but i'll still love her even if she was :p she is a BIG cutie. im pretty sure she is tired of hearing me say all that stuff because she told me i was trying to hard :/ haha. made me feel like a loser. she told me a lot of things i didnt know about her. but she had more things to tell me than i had to tell her. she's always trippin! hahaha. im so glad that i met her because she is so dope and just another cutie to add to the top of the list :p hahaha. ok i'll stop. but forreal she is a chill person if you dont know her then... YOU GOTTA! hahah. you guys are missing out. she said nobody likes her but i like her. :p she doesnt get guys is what she tells me.. but im pretty sure there are many guys she just doesnt want to sound cocky! :p when we first webcammed i was like DAYUM! so thats you ?! hahaha. shii! i was tripping balls when i saw her :p she said i give the best hugs because they are tight and long thats because i dont wanna let her fly back to heaven :p she said she doesn't like her voice but i love her voice! :p makes me smile :]

HAHA! welll... yeah she is a big cutie and if there was one person i would spend a day with before i die it would be her. because she is that angel that God sent from above to watch over me :] because i see her halo! halo! HAHA! corny ass me. well wish i can have more to say but dont wanna spend my WHOLE day doing this :p

peaceezy! i love you Breanna Sta. Ana :) <3

alyssa mary rivera.

hahaha. this cutie. this foo!
she so chill. such a close friend. didnt get to know her until end of freshmen year. but im glad i did because she's been there for me. thick and thin. no matter what she will be there for me. its fun making her mad face. have you seen her mad face? its pretty cute! :] hahaha! its fun talking to her even though she gets boring once in a while but i can hang. well i wish i can have more to say just didnt want to take up the whole thing and make other people jealous :p

i love you alyssa! (;

told.

i hung out with my mom and sister today. thought we werent gonna go to many places. but ended up going to my aunts. found out im gonna get married very sooner than i am supposed to. the fortunes were a laugh a good laugh. until we finally ended it. there was one more fortune.. that was that i better watch out playing sports or i may no longer play again...

overrated

i hate how songs are dope but they are too overrated. i like them i bump them in the bathroom but i get tired of them when i see them on people's myspace and radio. it's annoying.

for instance:

best i ever had-

this song is really dope but when it gets overrated and i here it on everybodys myspace i just press home and never go back. i was just bumping this while i was showering and it inspired me to make this post :p its just fun to dance to. :p

i poke her face-

when i first hear it i liked the beat. made me just nod my head to this. it was dope. its a very chill song. but again everyone has it on their myspace. but i will only listen to it now and then so i dont over play it myself :p

oh vic and ray! good job on passing that permit test! i gotta go take my classes soon!

today.

was dope chillen and eating lunch with the homies. ahah. jerking in the driveway was dope. i didnt jerk. too effing tired! had to wake up for the dentist this morning at 9. :[ whatever. my teeth are cleaned! :]

do i still like her? sure.
but will she ever like me? doubt it.
people say be patient but not sure if i can wait another billion years.
i made my move TOO fast and i knew it was a bad thing. i said to her sometimes you gotta stand up to things and take the hit.but im not sure if i can take that hit. i shouldnt have said it. i should of just chilled. i always screw shit up.

GO.

why do people go for things they can't get?
its bull shit when people feel for you but just play you..

PS!!

thats fucked up!

people.

say she is worth it... but is she really?
playing with my emotions? fuck that!
are you serious? if you like someone that you haven't yet gotten over
why the fuck are you using me?
using me with this shit? using me as a rebound just to get over him?
why even try when you just get hurt?

why?

people just talk and talk when people play with your emotions?
they never tell the truth until it comes with relations
what are you doing? are you effing with me?
i mean come on do you have to do that ish to me?
when you're finally done effing around let me know
because i'm not gonna take this ish no more fsho!

beautiful

you cute and everything but just the things you do is STUPID!

girl

you always getting me everyday. when we chill i never want to take my eyes off of you. everytime you tell me something bad about you it brings me down and lets me think if i really like you or not. my mind is always changing about my feelings for you. when i see you i'm always thinking if i should go for another try or just let go.. some people dont give a shit but me? im a whole different person who actually cares. during the summer things were actually looking up for me until i looked down and never coninuted following the path that i built. you're so beautiful i just can't resist it. temptation takes over me and let's me do stupid ish! today when you told me you smoke...... that really brought me down and asked myself if i still like you.. but you lied to me saying that smoking is gross.... what the fuh?!?
guess i gotta get over it and see what happens!

manikas

yesterday was manikas sweet sixteen. it was aiight. it was NOTHING compared to narisas though! hahahha! :] in the beginning it was whack because it was just me, allen, lloyd, ray, and kevin just chillen. me and allen decide to migrate and mingle with people. haha. manika telling us to dance was tight! haha. there was this one cutie named erin :] THE ONLY cute girl i saw besides her sisters ;]]
dang erin made me work! shit! my thighs are all sore!
that was practically it ending it with driving home lloyd and ray.

but to rate it from 10 i'd give it a 6.

peaceezy!

sup sup!

yo wassup ya'll today im kickin it at my cousins and im having a blast. bahaha!
well its pretty dope just chillen with them because just get my minds off of things all the time. because things arent going too great for me that i cant see through. nah mean?! but yee. got my first deans got PISSED! because i think i was the first daylo to get a deans :[ IM BADASS!! haha. but nah! this week has been up and down like the rest of them. but i like how the good things are kinda better and making new friends is pretty dope. when i put a smile on peoples faces i get that little tingling nah mean? but like i guess its for the good? haha i dont know. damn i need to think of good things to say..

peaceezy!

today

today was aiight. went to confession. but still keep doing all this bad things. GOTTA STOP.
so many things been going on with me lately. go stuff to decide and just things to do. keeps killing me how i always forget and hurt myself in many ways. so to just sum it up today.. it was AIIGHT!

weekend

let's start from friday.
friday was pretty dope chillen with lloyd and mike watching the rookie game then playing 2k9 with mike. WE MURDA!! haha. j.r. and rose baby!! haha it was pretty dope.but mike left a little too early so i had to finish the game myself. FSHO!

saturday:
saturday... was VERY WHACK!!

1! waking up early dawwg is like waking up a beast from hibernation! my sister jacks my ipod speakers!

2! i was supposed to spend my valentines with jessica. but got dissed

3! didnt really feel like talking because a lot of ish going through my head

4! me and my sister got in a fight with the parentals. :[

the only good thing was watching the dunk contest and all thought but it wasn't THAT great! :[


sunday:

dang waking up from what happened yesterday.. didnt really want to wake up or get up. just stay in the bed and lay.
my sisters went out while i stayed with the parents but... a quiet car ride.
the all star game though was pretty nice. watching CP3 play made me like him as a basketball player.
pasta made my day a lot better with that bread and butter! mmmmm! :]]

today:
pretty nice me and my mom chilled made it better. told mike to come over because i was gonna be bored out of my mind! alexa went out AGAIN! but its chill this day i must say was the best of the whole weekend.

i hope this week goes by pretty dope and turns out WAY better. gonna get my new glasses saturday! hopefully!


peaceezy!

happy valentines day

yo wassup everyone i decided to get a blog. WOO!! haha. i was wondering if i should or not but i wanna keep this one short so i will post the past things later.

but just wanna say happy valentines day everybody and i hope all of yours go well and hope you have fun!

peaceezy!